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		| thegirlwhosoldtheworld |  
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 Name: Leesa
 Birthday: 6/25/1988
 Gender: Female
 
 Interests: Yaoi/slash, slash roleplay, reading, writing, drawing, video games, music, movies, webdesign, Asian BJDs. Some other stuff, yah.
 Expertise: Writing and roleplay, probably. Can you be an expert reader? Maybe... I wouldn't say I'm an expert artist, but wouldn't it be nice to say so? I try, at least, that's gotta be worth something.
 Occupation: Student
 
 Message: message me
 Website: visit my website
 AIM:  my paper wing
 
 Member Since:
			11/23/2004
 
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 |  | Time takes a cigarette, puts it in your mouthYou pull on your finger, then another finger, then your cigarette
 The wall-to-wall is calling, it lingers, then you forget
 Ohhh how how how, you�re a rock �n� roll suicide
 You�re too old to lose it, too young to choose it
 And the clocks waits so patiently on your song
 You walk past a cafe but you don�t eat when you�ve lived too long
 Oh, no, no, no, you�re a rock �n� roll suicide
 
 Chev brakes are snarling as you stumble across the road
 But the day breaks instead so you hurry home
 Don�t let the sun blast your shadow
 Don�t let the milk float ride your mind
 You�re so natural - religiously unkind
 
 Oh no love! you�re not alone
 You�re watching yourself but you�re too unfair
 You got your head all tangled up but if I could only
 Make you care
 Oh no love! you�re not alone
 No matter what or who you�ve been
 No matter when or where you�ve seen
 All the knives seem to lacerate your brain
 I�ve had my share, I�ll help you with the pain
 You�re not alone
 
 Just turn on with me and you�re not alone
 Let�s turn on with me and you�re not alone (wonderful)
 Let�s turn on and be not alone (wonderful)
 Gimme your hands cause you�re wonderful (wonderful)
 Gimme your hands cause you�re wonderful (wonderful)
 
 i have finally joined the masses. i, darlings, am the owner of ziggy, my new cellphone. 9084193076. hello. you know you want to call me. |  |  |  | 
 
 |  | I've got a little babe
With jewels upon her lip
 I've got a little babe
 With jewels upon her lip
 Her hair's like a river
 It's fast and slowly drips
 She bathes in thunder
The elves are under her
 She bathes in thunder
 The elves are under her
 She walks the wind
 And has a panther
 With silver fur
 Her thoughts are gold
Her eyes electric blue
 Her thoughts are gold
 Her eyes electric blue
 She sleeps upon the dreams
 Of me and you.
 
 blargh. not doing anything. this would have been a post but bastedo
is calling us. i don't want to be called. i want to go home. ;O;
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 |  | did you expect it all stop at the wave of your hand
 like the sun's just gonna drop
 if it's night you demand
 well in the dark we're just air
 so the house might dissolve
 once we're gone who's gonna care
 if we were ever here at all
 well summer's gonna come
 it's gonna cloud our eyes again
 no need to focus when there's nothing that's worth seeing
 so we trade liquor for blood
 in an attempt to tip the scales
 i think you lost what you loved
 in that mess of details
 it seemed so important at the time
 now you can't even recall
 any name, spaces aligned
 it's more the feeling of it all
 well winter's gonna end
 i'm gonna clean these veins again
 so close to dying that i finally can start living
 
 giftmas shopping coming up. oy. i'd totally get this (http://www.entertainmentearth.com/prodinfo.asp?number=TM33949&variation;=≶=1&) for my brother if it weren't like almost $200. that's more than one whole paycheck. oh, well. something else, then.
 
 diamonds earrings split with my dad for my mom.
 
 some book for my grandmother.
 
 some corny statue of some horny comic book lady for my dad, the pervert. can be easily retrieved from the comic book store by papa vito's in rahway.
 
 i think perhaps i will hire an exorcist for my brother. more specifically, to exorcise his demonic children. thank jeebus i'm childfree. come on legal age, my tubes want some tying.
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 |  | as black as the night can get everything is safer now
 there's always a way to forget
 once you learn to find a way how
 in the blur of serenity
 where did everything get lost?
 the flowers of naivete
 buried in a layer of frost
 the smell of sunshine
 i remember sometime
 thought he had it all before they called his bluff
 found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough
 wanted to go back to how it was before
 thought he lost everything then he lost a whole lot more
 a fool's devotion
 swallowed up in empty space
 the tears of regret
 frozen to the side of his face
 the smell of sunshine
 i remember some time
 i've done all i can do
 could i please come with you?
 sweet smell of sunshine
 i remember sometime
 
 my spine hurts.
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 |  | oy. it took me forever just to figure out how to make a new post. damn you, xanga! ::shakes fist:: anyway, i begged my mother to let me stay home and, ha! she did. mostly because i hadn't done ANY of my homework. the resources i needed for research, my history outlines, the essay i need to make up. i don't know why i've been so out of it these past two weeks. i think it might have a little bit to do with me starting swimming, but the first day i swam was last thursday so that isn't much of an excuse. oh, well... i just hope that when we get back from thanksgiving vacation i'll be back on track. i hate the feeling of not having things done. so, today, hm, what should i do... clean up my room, number one. ew, it's like a cess pool in here. catch up on my <a href="http://www.nanowrimo.org">nanowrimo</a>... well, maybe not catch up but at least try and write my ass off. i'm so far behind. i have to write 40k from now until the end of the month. i've got everything outlined from now up until that point, i just need to WRITE it. oy. but before all of that... the naruto episode i downloaded last night. :3 mm, kakashi. |  |  |  | 
 
 
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